my life: unrated

i just want to feel romance again. no, i don’t necessarily want to fall in love - if it happens so be it. i just wanna be wined & dined. i want to feel what it’s like when a man puts your wants & needs first. & when i do fall in love again someday, i want it to be mutual.

it’s really sad when you can’t enjoy being a mother because it didn’t turn out the way you wanted it to.

i’m not some hopeless romantic, i’ll never allow myself to be. but once i felt, even for a moment, what i felt with you - you ruined me. i didn’t wanna settle for less.

you’re making the mistake. you’ll never find someone to put up with everything that i have within the past year. you didn’t just break my heart, you broke up a family. & for that i’ll never forgive you. i’m hurt, but i’ll eventually move on & when you realize this was a huge mistake, i won’t be there to tell you everything will be okay.

just a perfectly normal woman who made the mistake of thinking some man wanted her, when all he wanted was sex.

why is it that everyone can have happy, meaningful, long-term relationships but me?

i’m done playing your games. if you don’t want to be with me now, don’t expect to be with me later. i’m moving on, & i’m no longer interested in being your marionette.